I am not a fool

You can talk to everybody that I'm emo
This will not affect my soul
You may say I'm strange, I'm androgyny
Maybe I'm just really
Nothing they say to you will hurt me too
But don't tell me to be like you
You will not change me
You can't hurt me
You're a mother fucker
And I'm not a fool
You can't burn me
Or burn the story inside me
You're a sucker
And I'm not a fool
As a child I hear people criticize me
I was always in the spotlight, I don't feel me
I wasn't equal, my style was different
I'm scared
My world is gone and now I'm dead
I'm sad
But nothing that you say will hut me too
Jus don't tell me to be like you
You will not change me
You can't hurt me
You're a mother fucker
And I'm not a fool
You can't burn me
Or burn the story inside me
You're a sucker
And I'm not a fool


I'm different in all aspects
I'm not like you and your contracts
I have my own opinion
I've made my religion
I'm strange, I'm adrogyny
I'm tense, I'm autonomy
I'm hot, I'm cold
I'm free, I'm sold
I am a tragedy, static
I'm your fear and hapiness
I'm traumatic, emotionless

Nothing they say to you will hurt me too
But do'nt tell me to be like you
You will not change me
You can't hurt me
You're a mother fucker
And I'm not a fool
You can't burn me
Or burn the story inside me
You're a sucker
And I'm not a fool

You know?

It's cold today
It's dark outside
I can't hear the words you say
I just can't see the light
They tell me to survive
I will believe in?
I see you and your lies
I let myself live or die?
You know how I feel?
You know how I'll heal?
You know how it doesn't have someone to believe?
At lets know how I'm living?
I'm tired of crying
I got tired of trying
I'm spending me time with you
I'll do all things I wanna do
See you soon
My tears are hot
Like acid in my face
Nothing is all I've got
No one left to save
You know how I feel?
You know how I'll heal?
You know how it doesn't have someone to believe?

At lets know how I'm living?

I'm tired of crying

I got tired of trying

I'm spending me time with you

I'll do all things I wanna do

See you soon

Everything will come to light soon

You know how it doesn't have someone to believe?

At lets know how I'm feeling?

I will not cry

I will not let me die

I'm spending me time with you

I'll do all things I wanna do

I'm spending my time with you

I'll do all things I wanna do

Do it soon

If I'll try

Hey Caio
Look at me
See, feel how important it is
Hey you
You don't know me
But I feel you even when you're away from me
Why love crossing different paths?
What made you get close to me?
If I'll tell that I love you
What you will do?
If I'll tell that you are that all I want
I don't know how be strong
If I'll tell that I like you
You hipnotize me with that look
And I don't know what I do
I think that i can't live more without you
Hey guy
Why you're in another class?
You older than me, I understand
Hey man
I already know your name
But you know the mine? Sorry, I forgot to tell to you
Why I fall in love that way?
What more I have to say?
If I'll tell that I love you

What you will do?

If I'll tell that you are that all I want

I don't know how be strong

If I'll tell that I like you

You hipnotize me with that look

And I don't know what I do

I think that i can't live more without you

And I...

I love you

Why?...

This is migh be true?

And I...

I love you

Why?...

If I'll tell that I love you

What you will do?

If I'll tell that you are that all I want

I don't know how be strong

If I'll tell that I like you

You hipnotize me with that look

And I don't know what I do

I think that i can't live more without you

I just, I just... I just love you

Passem por lá!

Tô fazendo merchan aqui hoje.
Deem uma olhadinha: http://loversmylifenih.blogspot.com
Valeu!
Nih Saraiva

Sorry!

Eu queria me desculpar pela falta de postagens novas no blog durante tanto tempo. A autora estava com falta de criatividade (risos).
Beijinhos a todos.
A autora,
Nih Saraiva

Big liar

Everything was fine
There were scars where one was pain
You were cool
But that was not the same
You look over at me
And I can't stop it
Fallin in love or something like this
Once again, I mean
I though this time you were in mine
Not like before, bu you bluffed more
You can see what's happening inside me?
Can not find what I want to be?
And still being in my dreams
I don't know if I want to leave here
Why did you change so suddenly?
Can not you see how it hurt me?
And within his green eyes
I see, you are...
... A big liar
My friend and even yours
Told me many times: You have to try
I found the last hope
And don't let it pass me by
You were so rude to me
Why this is coming out that way?
I want wake up from this nightmare
So real, there's nothing more to say
You can see what's happening inside me?

Can not find what I want to be?

And still being in my dreams

I don't know if I want to leave here

Why did you change so suddenly?

Can not you see how it hurt me?

And within his green eyes

I see, you are...

... A big liar 

And I just believed in you, really

I thought that fairytale were true

But you changed the end suddenly

You can see what's happening inside me?

Can not find what I want to be?

And still being in my dreams

I don't know if I want to leave here

Why did you change so suddenly?

Can not you see how it hurt me?

And within his green eyes

I see, you are... (a big liar)

You can see what's happening inside me?

Can not find what I want to be?

And still being in my dreams

I don't know if I want to leave here

Why did you change so suddenly?

Can not you see how it hurt me?

And within his green eyes

I see, you are...

... A big liar

Because I love you [This song I made for my father]

I hate the way you say
I hate your irony
Hate your way
I hate how you think that things have to be
Hate when you
Think you are right
I hate when you say
That this is out of line
When you think that
Your ways is correct
I hate it
I hate to think that
Until yesterday I was your little girl
And you told me the histories
of those beautiful fary tales
I hate the way
that things going
Everything could be different
Oh I hate it a lot
I hate even more
To fight with you
Discuss with you, don't talk to you
I hate to be telling you these things
Because I love you...

Full moon

I see your eyes
They seems sor far
Looking at something beyond the horizon
They let you lonely
And you only see darkness
Why do they let you? What reason?
And she is alone
In a dark roon
There's no place like home
On Friday a full moon
She was left down
She was thrown to the ground
Things happen so soon
On the night of full moon
Everything's lost of sight
Into the darkness
And there's nothing to comprehend
On the things you don't understand
With a broken heart
She just wants to see the light
Through the open door
At the stroke of midnight
And she is alone
In a dark roon
There's no place like home
On Friday a full moon
She was left down
She was thrown to the ground
Things happen so soon
On the night of full moon
she's losing her faith
She's lost in your dreams
She doesn't believe in love
She didn't know what to think

Your own place she can't find
Your own time she threw away
She eluded her mind
Now she wants a way
And she is alone
In a dark roon
There's no place like home
On Friday a full moon
She was left down
She was thrown to the ground
Things happen so soon
On the night of full moon
She can't go, she can't go
Nowhere (anywhere)
She can't go, she can't go
Nowhere (anywhere)

Visual do Blog

Mudança no design do blog. Espero que gostem.
Beijinhos,
Nih Saraiva.

So boring without you

I guess that means you're sorry
You're here, standing in front of my door
This means that you regret
All the things you said before
I really should not forgive you
But wtih you everything's so good
Promise you'll never go away
And you will stay here forever
I think we should stay together
You have the best piece of me
And frankly
My life would be so boring without you here
Something is not right
When you're out of sight
It's horrible to tell you goodbye
I really think I shouldn't care so
But you just let it go
Promise you'll never go away
And you will stay here forever
I think we should stay together
You have the best piece of me
And frankly
My life would be so boring without you
I should not have thought to let you go
'Cause here we go again
I shouldn't have heard you when you said goodbye
'Cause here we are together again

How could you go?
I should know...
You return
Promise you'll never go away
And you will stay her forever
I think we should stay together
You have the best piece of me
And frankly
My life would be so boring without you

Yelled to the four winds [for Bell and Gui, eternity love...]

I'm waiting, standing on the bridge
You said you come back to me
But the days passed and you have not yet reached
I'm filled to the brim
Inside I'm empty,

I am hollow, I feel bad without you

(Bridge)
Is there anyone out there waiting for me?
Someone who makes me see the world again
(Chorus)

Someday I still dream
For now want to forget our happy ending
Maybe tomorrow I'm not crying
I don't know how long I'll pretend
Only I know how much I yelled to the four winds
I need you here with me

What can you do when the days become years?
Long ago I don't know my wounds heal
My dreams have become nightmare
I can not overcome my fears

(Bridge)
(Chorus)
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep

I should not miss you so

(Chorus)

Roof

Days and nights walking around
Breathing the cold air
Creating a world perfect
I'm doing for both of us
How many nights turned
Sitting on the roof
Looking at the world
And saying nothing
His smile is worth a thousand words
And I wanted to say with you forever so
And when the sun rises
Let's run this town
To a place so far away now
And when the night come
We'll return here again
Talking by dawn
Upon a roof now
Nights and days where everything okay
But this city is often a hell
Creating a song in which nothing will be said
Thinking about the words I'll never tell
I like to think of the lost time
I hate think what I never lived
Looking at his sweet face
I see what ever tasted
And his smile make me mad
Your kiss, how long I waited
And when the sun rises

Let's run this town

To a place so far away now

And when the night come

We'll return here again

Talking by dawn

Upon a roof now

At dawn on a cold night

Trying to figure out the price of life

Just you and me...

But I...

Until sunrise

I'll be briefly

Let's run this town

To a place so far away now

And when the night come

We'll return here again

Talking by dawn

Upon a roof now

Special Friend (for ronaldo M., version of Amigo Especial)

When the sun rises
I'll ask everyone
Look with more love for you
That is so real
Living life in a second
On the trail of joy and love
You don't see the evil
Doesn't know the hour and day to suffer
To be the way God taught
You didn't need to
No one to teach you
Love is like this that
As a smiling child
Who will never grow
I want love to me
You are music, are dance
A surreal angel
You are my special friend
When the sun rises

I'll ask everyone

Look with more love for you

That is so real

Living life in a second

On the trail of joy and love

You don't see the evil

Doesn't know the hour and day to suffer

To be the way God taught

You didn't need to

No one to teach you

Love is like this that

As a smiling child

Who will never grow

I want love to me

You are music, are dance

A surreal angel

You are my special friend

Love is like this that

As a smiling child

Who will never grow

I want love to me

You are music, are dance

A surreal angel

You are my special friend

Cold night

I came back here
Just to see your eyes again
There's not much to see
I feel happy to smell you today
It rains outside
Just you and me in here
And you're by my side
The beginning of all I'll be
(Bridge):
Cold night, damn night
I find myself in that dream again
Everything slowly, carefully
You're even holding my hand?
(Chorus):
This is only a dream or reality?
What's the meaning of life?
It took me long to realize
Nothing's gonne change destiny
This is only a dream or reality?
And if I let you down
Sorry, I'll not do it now
'Cause nothing'sgonna change destiny
I have to go today
But I'm weak to say goodbye
I want to stay
But we have such different lifes
(Bridge)
(Chorus)
Cold night
Dreaming again
Cold night
Stay with me, just another day

He's the reason

Maybe he can never understand
Maybe he never knows
That within  that chest
Beat for him, a heart
We can be more than friends
We can, but we'll not be
Because inside that chest beats a heart
And I'm sure doesn't beat for me
Maybe I'll never understand
Maybe I can never explain
Because after all
I can still love him
I see in her eyes
And the way she talks
Even after a while she still loves him
Even after all the things
He's the reason of my loves songs
The only reason to doubt that this's a lie
The request that I make every shooting star
And I don't know why I do this
Maybe he never knows
As long as I love the smell of your hair
Or how much I love hug him
I laugh because this is funny
And I think she better hold him tight
Give him all your love
Look into his eyes and feeling fine
'Cause she has everything I'm learning to live without
He's the reason of my loves songs

The only reason to doubt that this's a lie

The request that I make every shooting star

And I don't know why I do this

I'm coming home alone now
Just I don't know how can still disguise
A little crazy and happy now, because he thaught me this
Maybe he didn't know that I've thought about him day and night
...Day and night
He's the reason of my love songs
The reason why I bite my tongue
Every time I see him with other girl
And I don't know why I do this
He's the reason for the tears shed on my diary
The only one who can bring me back to reality
When he breaks my heart and my dream
With other girl in my place


And I still sing those songs
And the tears keep rolling down my faze
And I don't know why I still do this


Maybe he never knows
He's my request for a shooting star

Votem!

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Beijinhos.
A autora,
Nih Saraiva

Under My Skin

We had the same age, almost
When I met you
You fifteen, I fourteen
Feelings on the surface
We had barely spoken to us before
And it seemed that we knew the years
And as if I was your best friend
You showed me their inventions and secrets
I didn't realize
But I was in your bedroon
I know we did nothing wrong
You were the only thing sure at the wrong time
But there was a barrier between us
Something that didn't not understand and
That we'll overcome
Like Romeo and Juliet
A feeling forbidden
But you were already inside me
Under my skin
You are Romeo and I'm Juliet
The distance and my father preventing
And if we gice up? Doesn't
You're already under my skin
When my father told me "No!"
Before I even say I wanted you (Yes, I tried)
My heart broken in two
And something inside me cried
A second time we spoke
That night ended in the division of a sweet
And it was the best night that I lived
And  the last was to see her smile
You went to a place far away from me
Not knowing when he would return here
And my heart beat and broke again
Inside I cried, it was all shattered
But there is a barrier between us
Something we can't see and
That we'll overcome
Like Romeo and Juliet

A feeling forbidden

But you were already inside me

Under my skin

You are Romeo and I'm Juliet

The distance and my father preventing

And if we gice up? Doesn't

You're already under my skin

Like Juliet I still wait
Like Romeo will you take me
And our love will be forever and ever
Unlike thet novel
While I wait for you
Without much to think
I see in my mind, you...
... Kneels and say: " Marry me my Juliet
Overcome all  barriers
We'll win the distance
And talk to you father
I am nothing withou you
Because you are in me (inside me)
Under my skin"
oh oh oh, oh oh oh
Under my skin

Human Like Me

I'm feeling like the walls fell on me
And darkness took over this place
It's cold and raining outside
But I'm not safe here
So many screaming, many crying
Where are the smiles em laugther?
I only see pain and suffering
Where is the love?
Human like me
Without feeling
Human like me
Automatic in a world without value[PS: alguém tem uma ideia melhor pro fim dessa frase? Help me!:P]
They scream, they cry
they talk and ignore me
Human like me
They made me suffer
I'm locked in my room
Writing silly songs
And I look so weak today
I hear raindrops hitting the ground
I hear them screaming in the kitchen
Discussions economy
Longer plan a happy weekend
They think of money
Where is happiness?

Human like me

Without feeling

Human like me

Automatic in a world without value

They

 scream, they cry

they talk and ignore me

Human like me

They made me suffer

All systematic, automatic

pratical, succulent, turbulent,

nosy, noisy, noisy...

Aviso/Recado

Oi gente!

Só vim aqui mandar um recado que haverão algumas músicas com PS's onde estará escrito algo, em português, entre colchetes [ ]. Estarei me dirigindo a você leitor, para que deixe sua opinião no comentário. Sua opinião vale muito aqui.

Espero ter comentários logo!

Beijinhos.

A autora, 

Nih Saraiva

Within Four Walls

In my roon locked again
I leave here for the room
And back here again
Locked for many days indoors
I lookout the window
A blue sky without sun
There are people outside
Trying to see what's inside
Within four walls
Without seeing the outside world
No one beside me
Within four walls
Somemone told me that out there is fun
But what will be the day that I leave?
On TV the same old things
Same news, same movies
I'm afraid of what I see
It's boring here
Am sad
I alone
I'm cold
Want someone
Within four walls

Without seeing the outside world

No one beside me

Within four walls

Somemone told me that out there is fun

But what will be the day that I leave?

Within four walls

Alone... Alone... Alone...

Within four walls

How is out here?

Within four walls

Want someone...

I Need You

When I walk the empty streets
Walking alone and drunk
Thinking of you
And I'm lost
Trying to find you
But you're far from me
More than one hundred miles
I have to walk
To find you
In the darkness of night I try to find
To hang over your sholder and cry
Count I'm crazy in here
And that on cold nights
I need you the best friend
I'm in a empty room now
Looking at the broken glass of the window
Thinking about how I wanted to be with you
I hear the rain on the roof
It takes my thoughts away
I fall in reality
I need you to be well
In the darkness of night I try to find

To hang over your sholder and cry

Count I'm crazy in here

And that on cold nights

I need you the best friend

I'm better now

I saw that I am real

I'm not crazy, just little sad and lonely

Now I'm with you

In a tight embrance

And I'm safe here

In the darkness of night I try to find

To hang over your sholder and cry

Count I'm crazy in here

And that on cold nights

I need you the best friend

I miss you...

When I woke up the morning
I tried to find her face
I tried to hear his voice
But you were not there
And I was taking the day
Which trailed slowly
I walked in darkness
Without your light to guide me

Waking up in the morning and not see you
Hear the voice that I can not forget

Do not have someone on my side to tell
Every second of life I'm taking
We only learn to love when he's not around anymore
And you don’t know lack you make me

I return home wondering if anyone cares
Waiting to see your silly grin that makes me happy
But when I open that door
Some of his things are still on the floor
You're not here
me
And I walked in darkness
Trying to wake from a nightmare, but ..

Waking up in the morning and not see you
Hear the voice that I can not forget

Do not have someone on my side to tell
Every second of life I'm taking
We only learn to love when he's not around anymore
And you don’t know lack you make me

And now you're gone, now you're gone
And I got stuck here, chained here
I wish I could have saved you
But ...
The weather was most unfair to
And I could not see you again

One last time before saying the last goodbye

Waking up in the morning and not see you
Hear the voice that I can not forget

Do not have someone on my side to tell
Every second of life I'm taking
We only learn to love when he's not around anymore
And you don’t know lack you make me

Just Good Friends

Here’s the problem

We started as stranger

But soon

We became great friends

Yeah yeah just good friends

I even wondered to myself

And I found the answer as a shadow

I shouldn’t but was loving you

Dear friends

Yeah yeah just good friends

But over time I could see

You aren’t the right guy for me

Was wrong to say that I fell in love

For a stupid boy

(Chorus)

But since I opened my eyes

I realize the mistake that I would commit

You never deserved me, hum… boys

And you’ll never find a girl like me

Then, just good friends

And when I was near you

A gave the best of me

But wasted my time with the wrong boy

Maybe I even fell for that stupid song about our love

Yeah yeah just good friends

You friends tried to tell me

I was too much for you

Now I could see

(Chorus)

No need to say more

Much less try to conquer me

Don’t open your mouth [PS: aki eu tava pensando em completer com Shut up, o vc axa?]

Don’t want hear you againa and again and again…

(Chorus 2x)

Immense Sea

Once again the streets empty

And the cold takes over the city

There’s nobody here that I know

And there’s no me without you

I look at the broken door

I see the frame on the floor

The picture of a smile remembrance

And you’re telling me: “no chance”

And you’re gone

Never to return

Now I’m lying, dead on the beach

By trying to cross the ocean to reach you

And the longer

Should I wait?

How many times do I have to die

To be able to reach you?

Looking to the horizon

Knowing where you are

You’re living your life

After this immense sea

I swore I’d forgotten you

I slipped into my own words

And I could not meet

Everything I wanted to do

Drowning in my own tears

Trying to heal every wound

Wishing the night to end delay

Crawling in the dark waiting another in his place

And I know that you’re gone

Never to return

Now I’m lying in a corner

Trying not to remember

And the longer

Should I wait?

The more I have to drink

To not remember you?

Looking to the horizon

Knowing where you are

You’re living your life

After this immense sea

Thank you for being with me

All this time

And I do believe that would be yours forever

It’s nice to think about how you left me

Bleeding in this cold ground

Hearing the sound, you’re leaving

But I don’t regret having tried

Died fighting for and against you

Bleeding, burning, screaming, dropped on the floor

Hearing the sound, you closin’ the door

And the longer

I will have to endure?

The more I have to die

To not remember you?

Looking to the horizon

Knowing where you are

You’re living your life

As I end my

After this immense sea